One very large section of my personality is fantasy prone. This means that I am subject to vivid day dreams and imaginings several times throughout each day. It is not an occasional occurrence. Of course, most writers and artists possess this characteristic in varying degrees. There is actually a test you can take to confirm if you have a fantasy prone personality. The thing is, some psychologists consider this to be a “disorder.”
Fantasy prone people can certainly operate under logic when necessary, but when one is on the extreme end of the spectrum of imaginative thinking, logic takes the back seat most of the time. It is wonderful for creating, but perhaps challenging in many day to day life situations. It’s a balancing act for a creative writer or artist to be able to function in the real world, while being able to embrace their highly imaginative side. They often need to be left alone with their thoughts, and distractions that tear them away from their musings can frustrate them or stress them out.
I have been thinking about something that my therapist from last year told me. It is regarding my tendency to escape to other worlds created by my own mind. I have a couple of different worlds that I am a part of. To clarify that I am not totally crazy, I am in full control of what I think and do in these worlds. I can snap out of them at any time. I can go to Narnia through the wardrobe, yet I can vanish and reappear on Earth at will. ;)
My therapist said that she finds it interesting how most people who day dream to the extent that I do often do so to escape from their current circumstances. She probed for bad childhood memories, since I told her I have been day dreaming since I’ve been around three years old – and I remember doing so to this day!
I have no bad memories as a small child that made me want to leave to another reality. In fact, my upbringing was peaceful and loving. My parents allowed me to create stories, pictures, and play with toys without ever interfering with it. I did the day dreaming just for fun, because, well, it’s another form of creation. I write stories, draw and sketch characters or animals. I have also written a musical piece. So, creating a setting that I can escape to is yet another realm that I can make use of – for future stories, for self discovery.
Now, I am not going to lie and say that I haven’t run away to my other worlds when things have gone wrong. I would often paint over embarrassing or sad situations by re-imagining them or by going to a different place with different people to make myself feel better. I still do that. But the thing is, no matter what I am going through at the time, I day dream regardless.
When I was a teenager, I often used my day dreams as a way of escapism. I imagined myself to be a braver, more exciting person than I was to the people that I went to school with. I was always physically strong in these made up world as well, with super hero qualities.
I wrote relatively little as a teen, but I drew a lot.
In my young adult years, the day dreams become a little more “realistic”. That probably sounds a little crazy.
But I no longer have “super powers” and I stick to just two worlds. I exercise a lot of my intellect rather than resorting to a sword duel or a Matrix-style fight with the antagonists. I don’t know if this can be thought of as self-inflicted therapy or not, but I am happy with how I’ve handled my fantasising.
Oh, to be fantasy prone. It is not something people of this personality type can “turn off” when they are working, walking, running, swinging on the swings, dancing, or even in a room full of people. It’s a part of who we are. Perhaps we can appear aloof or “out of it” to certain people, or even unintelligent to the uninformed observer.
The bottom line is, we are born with being fantasy prone in the same way that we are born as an introvert or extrovert, or as a boy or girl.
My therapist did not confirm that it is healthy or normal for me to be doing this, but she interestingly just nodded when I explained to her that it’s something that I do for inspiration, whether my current life situation is good or bad. She seemed sort of fascinated, actually.
I look at it as yet another tool used by the writer mind.
**Readers: Have you taken the fantasy prone personality test? What are your thoughts on this highly imaginative personality type? Did you always notice that there was something very different about the way that you saw the world, compared to less creative people?